But this time its different, he didn't forget what she did for him, the scar on her face is a constant reminder of what she suffered so he could escape. Everyday he'd wondered if she was still alive, wondered if she remembered him. And to his surprise after watching Kiba and Cheza, Hige and Blue and how they were so happy how they drew strength from one another in battle. Then he lost Toboe(Toe-bo-eh), and every one else had someone to turn to for comfort. Everyone but him. Then he thought of all the good memories he had had with the pup, and with her and he felt whole. He Cried twice that day. Once when he found Toboe dead in the mans arms, then again when he thought he heard Arashi's song on the night only to find it was the wind. only then did he realize his mistake at leaving her behind all those years ago.